choices
sometimes, when we're afraid, we huddle like sad children in the night inside ourselves and turn left when we know right is the way so go. we do it because we're afraid. we do it because we can't handle success.
we do it because we're human.
it's why i stay in this comfortable hiding place i've found and made for myself, at this point i may never leave. who needs love when they can live without risk? who needs to live when they can just slide through life like the vapors from a burching incense cone in the outdoors - noticed but only but the closest of watchers.
and the dream is to fade away. unlike my idols, my dark heros, i don't long for a blaze of glory but for a slow descent into nothing. quiet. unobtrusive. uneventful. a shell of a whisp of a hint of something undefined as no one cares to define it.
invisible.
why not me?
why not forever?
we do it because we're human.
it's why i stay in this comfortable hiding place i've found and made for myself, at this point i may never leave. who needs love when they can live without risk? who needs to live when they can just slide through life like the vapors from a burching incense cone in the outdoors - noticed but only but the closest of watchers.
and the dream is to fade away. unlike my idols, my dark heros, i don't long for a blaze of glory but for a slow descent into nothing. quiet. unobtrusive. uneventful. a shell of a whisp of a hint of something undefined as no one cares to define it.
invisible.
why not me?
why not forever?