I Don't Mean To Be A Bother But Have You Seen This Guy? [18/?]
Title: I Don't Mean To Be A Bother But Have You Seen This Guy?
Author: ahintofelation
Rating: NC-17 overall
Pairing: Jack Barakat/Alex Gaskarth (Jalex)
Summary: Jack did the usual, went to some party and fucked some guy but something about this guy was special and now he needs to find him.
Disclaimer: I do not own the boys, would I really be doing this if I did? I do not own any other characters.
A/N: I'm kinda happy with this chapter. Tell me what you think of this fic up to now honestly because if no one cares if I end it I might just leave it here.
Chapter 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8, 9, 10, 11, 12, 13, 14, 15, 16 , 17
After a long while of making out Alex thought it would only be fair to let the others come and see how I was.
Zack and Rian came into view and pulled up chairs beside my bed.
"Jack, you're stupid you know that right?" Zack told me. I laughed.
"Yeah I realized" I said pointing at my bandaged head.
"What's with this Jared guy anyways?" Rian asked quietly. I sighed.
"I kissed his girlfriend a couple of years ago on a drunken occasion and she thought it meant more and then I sorta broke her heart when I told her I wasn't into her or girls at all for that fact. Jared got really angry at me cause he supposedly loves her even though he doesn't have a loving bone in his body and he's hated me ever since. Well he's hated me for forever but we were friends at one point" I told Rian simply.
"So has Gaskarth tried to convince you he's a bad boyfriend yet?" He asked teasingly. Alex ducked his head and I laughed.
"Yes, for the past half an hour or so but I told him to shut up or I'd make him get his brain scanned" I told Rian with a smile. Zack and Rian laughed.
"You're mean" Alex said quietly. I laughed and wrapped my arms around his waist to pull him down and closer to me.
"You still like me though" I whispered against his lips. I felt him chuckle before pressing a soft kiss to his lips.
"Guys, we're right here" Zack said. I laughed.
"Oh so it's okay for me to see wait for you to makeout with random chicks in bars but it's not okay for you to wait for me to give a simple kiss to my boyfriend" I said teasingly. He rolled his eyes and looked at Rian who found the situation hilarious.
"So when you getting out of here Jacko?" Rian asked.
"They said to wait about a week, sucks" I told them pouting Alex's way. He pouted back.
"Don't worry we'll keep you sane outside of visiting hours Alex" Rian told Alex. Alex looked insulted.
"Hey! I can take care of myself! Just cause Jack's here doesn't mean I'll die!" He exclaimed at them. They both laughed.
"Alex you looked like you were gonna die when you were talking to the doctor" Zack said with a laugh.
"Shut up" Alex whined. I laughed and pulled him closer again.
"We'll leave you two alone, get better bro" Zack said heaving himself off the chair. Rian did the same.
"Yeah, we want you out here soon. We needa catch up!" Rian told me with his million dollar smile. I smiled back.
"Sure thing bro!" I told him happily and with that they both left the room. I looked at Alex who was now lying beside me staring up at the ceiling. I leaned over a little bit to observe his lost warm caramel eyes. They suddenly focused on me and I smile played upon his lips.
"Jack...I really am sorry-" I cut him off with a kiss.
"Alex stop making this act like it's your fault okay? It isn't and even if it was I still wouldn't hate you. God I could never even think of disliking you. I like you too much" I told him honestly.
"Really?" He asked quietly. I laughed.
"You are so oblivious to everything" I said as I allowed my arm to drape around his waist.
"Shut up I just don't understand how you could like someone like me..." He said quietly fidgeting with my hair.
"Alex we've been over this. I think you're perfect in every way and I don't care if you don't agree because that won't change my mind" I told him honestly with the smile.
"Is it okay if I said I feel the exact same way?" He said quietly.
"Okay...it's perfect" I told him pulling him on top of me now. He leant down to kiss me and I accepted.
"You know I thought I might have lost you today and I honestly couldn't imagine my life without you now" Alex told me cupping my face.
"Alex, you mean so much to me. I think I'd kill myself if something happened to you" I told him honestly.
"Those were my exact thoughts today" He said with a smile. I pulled him down for another kiss. This one was longer and sweeter.
Suddenly there was a knock on the door. Alex pulled away and I whined.
"Ugh" I whined. I felt him chuckle and press a quick soft kiss to my jaw before jumping off me and opening the door. I couldn't see who was at the door but Alex closed it slowly and stood there.
"It's Jared...he wants to talk to you" He said worriedly.
"Let him in, he can't do anymore harm. You wait outside" I told Alex. I could tell he followed my instructions unhappily. He exited the room and allowed a very scared looking Jared enter.
"So you happy Jared? You finally got me in here" I told him sarcastically. He shook his head and ran a hand through his tangled hair.
"Jack I didn't mean for it to go this far" He said quietly.
"Well it did. Do you hate me that much? After the amount of your shit I put up with at one point. Jared sure I might have driven away the girl you love but did you really have to carry on for so long?" I asked seriously. He stared at the ground.
"Jack if you would have seen the look on Sam's face when you told her..." He whispered.
"I saw the look Jared. I fucking saw it, it broke my heart okay. I didn't want to do that to her. It was a mistake and she forgave me, why couldn't you?" I asked angry now.
"Jack I loved her" He said sounding a little angrier now
"I know you did but did you really have to take it this far? As far as punching my fucking boyfriend?" I gritted through my teeth.
"Since when is he your boyfriend?" He asked shocked. I rolled my eyes.
"Does it really matter to you? Look, I am still sorry for driving away Sam but there's nothing I can do now okay. You hurt my boyfriend and now you hurt me. Get out of here and leave me alone okay?" I told him now furious.
"Jack you haven't given me a chance to apologize" He said with wide eyes.
"I don't need your apology now just get out" I hissed. He turned on his heels and walked out now letting Alex in. His worried caramel eyes stared at me from under his thick curtain of eyelashes from across the room.
"Jared won't be bothering us anymore..." I told him. I saw a little smile settle on his lips as he walked towards me and leaned over my bed.
"That's great" He said and pressed a kiss to my lips.
"You know what's not great though... I have to leave cause visiting hours are over.." He told me pouting slightly not looking at me.
"Nooo. That sucks" I whined. He pushed back the hair that fell infront of my face.
"I'm back here straight after work tomorrow though baby" He told me with a grin. Did he just call me baby? I couldn't help but grin.
"Okay sounds good" I admitted. He smiled and I pulled him down for a long soft kiss. He tongue pushed past my lips softly and I sighed completely content. There was a sudden knock on the door and Alex pulled away. I groaned loudly.
"Ignore it" He said and continued our kiss until there was another three more furious raps at the door. He pulled away with a smirk and now stood up straight.
"See you tomorrow" He said with a heart-breaking smile and walked away. As he was about to close the door he poked his head over the side.
"Did you mind me calling you baby earlier?" He asked shyly. I giggled.
"Did you see the grin on my face?" I asked teasingly. He smiled and closed the door. I let out a sigh.
I'm glad I was alive and that nothing more severe happened to me. With the amount of times I said earlier in my life that I just wanted to die, I take it all back because now I have a reason to live.