My name is Christa and I'm 21 years old. Honestly, I think this is the only thing I'm sure of. I love the color green and my godoon. I've trusted too many people and got hurt in the end. I love my best friend but I am petrified to death of the distance and I'll admit i'm always waiting for the second shoe to drop. I listen to Jack's Mannequin when ( Read more... )

to see you online and know that i can't talk to you.

I fell on my ass. But, it didn't actually hurt as much as I predicted it would. I think I'm already over it. And, if this is true, well then I've come a long way in the last year. A lot more than I'd like to give myself credit for ( Read more... )

holy hell! the things i would do to danny rinaldi if i could ever get my hands on that boy. his voice is just too amazing for words. gah. i have to go see their show if they ever play new york again. propose and live happily ever after.

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i've decided that i need to get me a boy who will sing really cheesy love songs to me. because that makes me ( Read more... )

i'm becoming far too comfortable trusting people ( Read more... )

I'm sitting here listening to the new 1997 cd and just falling in love more and more. Ah, it's so good. I haven't seen them since September. Lame. I get to see them twice at warped. Hello, love! I'm so stoked on that ( Read more... )

i wanna write you a letter. just so you know how i feel. sick. everything about you makes me sick. good sick/bad sick. i don't even know where i cross the line anymore ( Read more... )

I seriously dislike not having a working computer. I also seriously hate not knowing what the hell I'm going to do. Everything gets so built up and then piece by piece everything comes crashing down. I've been trying really hard to keep optimistic, but honestly, each day there's something else. Less catasrophes, but more obstacles. I hate obstacles ( Read more... )

Honestly, this whole weekend has been so overwhelming. I woke up friday feeling more depressed than I have in a while and I disliked it. I felt like everyone was mad at me. But, regardless, I went upstate to spend the weekend with my best friend. Friday night was a lot of fun, we drank and danced around like idiots. I may or may not have knocked ( Read more... )

I feel the need to write something here, even though I don't know what. There's nothing bad or dramatic going on in my life. Which is a first for a while. I suppose. Everyday I just learn a little bit more how lucky I really am to be in the positions that I am. To know the people that I do and be blessed with everything that has come my way in the ( Read more... )