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new meaning to break up sex
I knew it had been a while, but I didn't realize it has almost been a year.
At the beginning of the year I started seeing Robin. We met on OKC and talked for almost three weeks before meeting. He lives close by, the first time we met I went to his house and we sat on his porch talking and drinking tea. We talked a lot about what it was we were ( Read more... ) -
Differences
Last weekend was the BBQ at NWRH HQ. I was looking forward to it for months, and like most things I look forward to, I was left disappointed. I don't know what I was really expecting, but the experience left me feeling like an outsider. Jake came up from Portland, and by the end of the night, I had a feeling that he was interested in one of the ( Read more... ) -
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I've graduated from college. Last Thursday was my last day of school. I woke up and went to Herkimer Coffee and finished my final for my urban political geography class. There was a werid commotion in the coffee shop when I was there where a guy ran in after almost being ran over by a car, and then the driver chased him into the coffee shop. Then ( Read more... ) -
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I have a scar on my right index knuckle where I tried to mandolin off my finger. When I think about it I twinge. I got it the last time I stayed the night in BG. It's sensitive. I usually like scars ( Read more... ) -
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Im feeling weird lately. Detached. I have potentially three graduation ceremonies coming up and I am only considering going to one of them. I have already missed the deadline for the big UW graduation, so I can't go to that anymore, even if I wanted to. Which I don't. I don't want to pay for it. I don't want to buy a cap and gown, and then sit in ( Read more... ) -
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I'm a little sad today. Something weird happened and I don't know why but it makes me want to cry. I was on a field trip on capitol hill today at the Bulitt Center, the world's greenest building. It's on 15th and Madison. Pretty cool building, net 0 energy usage. After the field trip I went over to Madison Market. I am supposed to be going camping ( Read more... ) -
First thought of the day
Fuck. You. You are such a piece of shit. Don't call me crazy because you aren't capable of communicating. That is fucking crazy. You want to act like a child and think the world is just going to revolve around your inability to deal with shit head on? No. Fuck you. You don't need to attack me now, when I've had no idea what your problem has been ( Read more... ) -
J from statefarm
When I was down in Portland I was texting Jake, told him I was in town. I hadn't seen him since he was up in Seattle for St. Paddy's day. We talk here and there, send pictures of what we find, or make. He invited me over to cut rocks and hang out. I brought a bottle of wine and we hung out in his garage, he showed me all of his rock working tools. ( Read more... ) -
The text message
"Are you insane? Seriously though did you really really call my ex wife to complain to her that i stopped responding to you and that you miss her kids? That is the insaniest thing I've heard in a long time and I'm not sure if you thought somehow that would patch things up here or if your only goal at this point was to not be ignored. Either way... ( Read more... ) -
Crazy. Insane. Insaniest.
It's mother's day, I just got home from portland.
The good:- Saw Jake again, Jake from St. Patrick's day. I went to his house and he showed me all of his rocks and tools and work space and paintings. Turns out we have a lot in common surrounding early 2000's hip hop, local hip hop, etc.
- Went to a Timbers game for mom's day with Mom, Anton, and ( Read more... )