I haven't really said much about Chris. We met, and told each other that we weren't emotionally available. We had sex and then told each other that we couldn't stop thinking about each other. He still doesn't feel emotionally available. I am not so sure about myself. I wonder a lot why it's so easy for other people to stay so reserved; why they ( Read more... )

Weekends are just not that fun recently. I was able to get some homework done yesterday, saturday, and I'll probably start doing some reading tonight as well, but, they aren't as fun as I think that they should be. I had plans with Chris yesterday to go to a movie, but he cancelled. I did go meet Heather today, briefly, it was fine, and well, but I ( Read more... )

I can't seem to stay busy enough to not think about ( Read more... )

Now that school has started I am not very good at weekends. I am not planning things to do, because I am pretending that I am going to do homework, but I am really bad at doing homework on time. I didn't go to bed last night, well, this morning until 4am. I am still tired ( Read more... )

I watched the netflix show "13 reasons why." Binge watched it. The story of a girl who commits suicide and leaves tapes with the reasons why she did it, who caused it, who could have stopped it, and didn't. I balled my face off basically the whole time. She was an awesome young girl who just kept having things happen to her. And no matter what she ( Read more... )

Second day of my last quarter. Class was ok. I'm not looking forward to the capstone. I don't think it's worth it to major in GWSS. We'll see ( Read more... )

It's been two months since Mike broke up with me. While a lot has changed, a lot still hasn't. I can't believe it's been two months already. This is the same amount of time I was in Europe. It's half the amount of time we had together. It seems like so long, but I still feel his touch ( Read more... )

Today was so amazing. I started my internship at Always Greener. I got to meet people that work there, and read up on some of the old articles in the marijuana magazines. I got to meet one of the suppliers from Washington Bud Co. It's going to be fun ( Read more... )

On monday I tried hansen creek and point defiance in tacoma, I didn't really come up with anything good. Yesterday I went to walker valley off road vehicle park and hiked almost 5 miles in to find blue agate. It was amazing. First, the directions were very vague, I had to do a lot of guessing. But I found it. Once I got there, there were chips of ( Read more... )

Yesterday I headed up to Stubbs HIll and Skykomish, I didn't go to Money Creek, just logistics of access, being on the highway and not really knowing where I was going. I tried to backtrack from Skykomish to Money Creek on the old Cascade Highway, but, it was washed out. I went and walked through the river, fell in the river, got some pretty stuff ( Read more... )