I need to leave this house somehow soon. If I had money or a car or anything I would leave. I want to go back to school so badly it's rendering me incapable of enjoying anything here ( Read more... )

I'm going home in 18 hours. I'm so relieved, I've been so stressed out... Yesterday I left my room at 10:30am after waking up, came back to the room once at noon for 15 minutes to pick up some things, and then didn't return until 4am. I started getting a migraine at about 11 that night while reading/taking notes in the library, which was full-blown ( Read more... )

Fuck Art. Seriously. And fuck anyone who says the word "conceptual" in front of me again. And fuck artists who need to tell us what we are seeing in their work ( Read more... )

I think I'm building up a tolerance, which is horribly sad. I probably drank almost as much as last week, but to no avail. Probably due to my unenthusiastic mental state. Last time I was happy, this time I was tired, dirty, and very consious of being in the same room as sarah. Not that anything will ever happen again, but just the fact that it did ( Read more... )

So my mom wasn't really specific about my cat, leaving me to think she was dying of a kidney problem. I talked to her today and got all the facts straight- leaving me feeling SIGNIFICANTLY better ( Read more... )

My mom thought it would be a wonderful idea to tell me that my cat is terribly sick and possibly dying ( Read more... )

Work is stressful mostly for the commute, but I'm thankful I ended up working for decent people. Some money would be nice, though, but I doubt anyone would hire somebody who can only work for a month on weekends and after 8 on weekdays in this town ( Read more... )

I haven't had my period since the end of september. And I'm becoming a little obsessed with it.

I've also been looking at pictures of teratomas all night. yay presentations and final papers.

A New Day in my pants ( Read more... )

I was feeling violent so I chewed my pencil to a pulp.