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I think I'm building up a tolerance, which is horribly sad. I probably drank almost as much as last week, but to no avail. Probably due to my unenthusiastic mental state. Last time I was happy, this time I was tired, dirty, and very consious of being in the same room as sarah. Not that anything will ever happen again, but just the fact that it did last week and now we are getting drunk again and in the same room.
The events that have occured this past week have all accumulated into not having a good time tonight. Particularly the fact that I slept 13 hours last night and went through today wearing the same clothes as yesterday. And mixing clay- the cleaning up is horrendous.
So, while is was mildly fun while we were still drinking and dancing around tori and sarah's room, I lasted about 10 minutes at the big party. I was dancing and I was okay, and then I really was not. I realized I was thinking oh god when will this end and gave up.
I'll probably regroup with other people once they calm down. Maybe.
I'm having lunch with my grandmother and aunt tomorrow. Should be interesting.
The events that have occured this past week have all accumulated into not having a good time tonight. Particularly the fact that I slept 13 hours last night and went through today wearing the same clothes as yesterday. And mixing clay- the cleaning up is horrendous.
So, while is was mildly fun while we were still drinking and dancing around tori and sarah's room, I lasted about 10 minutes at the big party. I was dancing and I was okay, and then I really was not. I realized I was thinking oh god when will this end and gave up.
I'll probably regroup with other people once they calm down. Maybe.
I'm having lunch with my grandmother and aunt tomorrow. Should be interesting.