i guess i can try to go to sleep. i wonder why i dont feel like blogging anymore. maybe i should try drawing. but what would i draw? lately, i wonder where the creativity has gone.
im home, friday night. everyone else is out. im sitting here, by myself, drinking red wine. i could be out dancing some salsa. by myself? is this why i need a boyfriend? i could fly to SF right now!!! i still have time lets check. no i donthave money.
People constantly remind me that I am leaving. I can't escape: "Wow, you're going to Greece!" They are far more positive than I am. The excitement is overpowered by my nerves
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