possible eternity

[absenceofwonder]

he invokes in me such a feeling, i dont know what it is...
has it been years? a couple of months? i dont remember the last time i saw him, but
the same feeling is always there
a feeling of possible eternity

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im in a position not to tell you
while you grin sweetheart
or the slow concesions you slip into our spaces
while im looking at your eyes
and you stare back 
knowing
but we didnt do anything

you want me to say what i want to say
but with only a day
my words have no permission
and right to enter our friendship
once more than that

but i feel possible eternity
everytime you grab my legs