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May 27, 2007 14:37

hey everyone!
we all get fatter as we get older
OR
we get skinnier

i was stalking/looking at my ex's profile on myspace. these are the things that came to my mind:

1) wow, he reminds me of luke wilson (especially in the movie The Family Stone) and
2) oh god, did i make a mistake by breaking up with him?

3) no, i didnt like him!

4) he got older and not so much fatter, but larger, fleshier.  but he looks good all grown up like that. he looks like a man.  he had a california college education, and looks like a teacher.

screw you all who have two parents, theyve helped put you through college, you have healthier relationships because you had a good example and they were there, actually THERE in your LIVES.

Yea, nothing's good enough for me.  yes, i have a certificate, thats not good enough.  cant i finish damn college?

fuck fuck fuck!!!

there it is again, im not depressed.  oh wait, what if i AM depressed but i just dont know it?  well either way, ive convinvced myself that im not, and so i choose to live this way, instead of THAT way/

ive stopped talking to people.  like everyone.
ive stopped talking to frac so much, we dont have anything in common anymore, and i guess thats okay.  ive stopped talking to josh, hes screwed me over on time so much.  and i just dont want to talk to him anymore.
ive stopped talking to patrick, i guess we just dont have anything in common anymore.
ive been hanging out with mitch, i love his company, i love his style of dress, his musical taste.  maybe one day ill stop talking to him as well.

is this part of being 20?  do you get rid of friends?
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