everything will change
People constantly remind me that I am leaving. I can't escape: "Wow, you're going to Greece!" They are far more positive than I am. The excitement is overpowered by my nerves.
And I do have very good reason to be nervous. The course outline warned that people should have a college degree before they attempt this. They said that it is more favourably looked upon. Well, I've got more than college experience to bring to this course. I've got life.
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Michael called me today. This was after I threw my phone number at him. One must wonder why such a gorgeous guy is doing calling women off the internet. But I did throw at him my number. Maybe he thinks he'll meet someone special. Tsk tsk,. Does he know that I am fairly heavy? Does he know that I have so many emotional problems?
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iron and wine always makes me cry inside. if i were a regular crier, this would definitely be one of those times that i would be crying. you know how keith always cries when he watches that one movie? well, its like that for me with iron and wine. but i cry INSIDE. The music is filled with melancholic rhythms. They are always singing about love. the guitar swings are twangy and laced with strumming and soft melodies. its all very very soft and raw. it sounds like what id imagine love would sound like in musical form. of course, it sounds like melancholy love and perhaps right after a heart has broken. or right before the break-up. it could also be the background track for a couple that is passing away in each others arms (like the movie The Notebook).
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And I do have very good reason to be nervous. The course outline warned that people should have a college degree before they attempt this. They said that it is more favourably looked upon. Well, I've got more than college experience to bring to this course. I've got life.
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Michael called me today. This was after I threw my phone number at him. One must wonder why such a gorgeous guy is doing calling women off the internet. But I did throw at him my number. Maybe he thinks he'll meet someone special. Tsk tsk,. Does he know that I am fairly heavy? Does he know that I have so many emotional problems?
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iron and wine always makes me cry inside. if i were a regular crier, this would definitely be one of those times that i would be crying. you know how keith always cries when he watches that one movie? well, its like that for me with iron and wine. but i cry INSIDE. The music is filled with melancholic rhythms. They are always singing about love. the guitar swings are twangy and laced with strumming and soft melodies. its all very very soft and raw. it sounds like what id imagine love would sound like in musical form. of course, it sounds like melancholy love and perhaps right after a heart has broken. or right before the break-up. it could also be the background track for a couple that is passing away in each others arms (like the movie The Notebook).
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