Okay I am really sick and tired of not having a one and only 'confidant'. It really pisses me off. I need to spill some guts here. I have noone. I trust no one to that extreme. If I don't let this all out I don't know what I am going to do. I have so many emotions running through my head all day and night. I can't think about anything else. I hate ( Read more... )

Me : do you ever like think about me still?
Devon : like i wounder what she is doing or if shes thinking about me

apologeticSmile (10:47:14 PM): i wonder what she's doing...
uhmm yeah okay (10:47:19 PM): masterbating.
apologeticSmile (10:47:19 PM): mayube shes masturbating to my picture

hahahah wow two perved out minds think alike biatch.

hmm today turned out pretty decent actually. After school ended finally my day picked up. progress reports were today though and well I suck. It was really nice today. it wasn't too hot and wasn't too cold. it was really ENJOYABLE. so Mike and I walked around for a few hours outside because it was so beautiful. then Melanie, Megan, Aaron and I went ( Read more... )

well well well ( Read more... )

Now, don’t just walk away
pretending everything’s okay
and you don’t care about me.
and I know there’s just no use
When all your lies become your truths and I don’t care
Could you look me in the eye
And tell me that you’re happy now?
would you tell it to my face or have I been e.r.a.s.e.d
Are you happy now?You took all there was to take ( Read more... )

so...I hate LIARS. WHO DOESN'T?! tell the mother fucking truth. It's not that hard of a concept. I can't stress it enough. how can you lie your face off like that to me? fuck that shit dude I don't deal with bullshit like that. so...come clean or FUCK YOU.

Laugh it off, let it go and come tomorrow it will seem so yesterday.well I'm sick and tired ( Read more... )

wow. so it's only 3:04 right now and I'm already extremely pissed off. I'm so fucking sick of feeling this way. Everything is always just so fucking shitty and everytime I think I'm past all the bullshit it comes back and bites me in the ass ( Read more... )

So it's Monday. yeah Monday's always blow. my first 3 hours are the longest and the most boring, but from lunch on my day goes pretty fast..minus 6th hour. Today Mr. Holloway came and it was only Sara, Nicole and I. It was a good relief because I needed to sort of vent about some things that have happened over the past week. mostly about my mom. So ( Read more... )

I'm kind of getting sick of being down all the fucking time and feeling like shit. But hey it's okay because life doesn't look like it's going to get much better. Yesterday (Saturday) I was suppose to be ungrounded but apparently not because the stick has not been removed from my mom's ass yet. I fucking was eating my pizza in the kitchen and my ( Read more... )

( this is what living like this does )