well well well... its 2007 already! seems like just yesterday i came home telling my mom i was pregnant. and now i have a 4 month old! what a shitty year i had.. i hope i NEVER have another year like that. i hope nobody else has a year like i had. im trying not to dwell on negative things, but its hard not to if you went through what i went through ( Read more... )

i couldnt sleep.... so like i do every year - i read through all my journal entries from this year.... its soo horrible how depressed i was/am. i pretty much cried through the whole thing ( Read more... )

i had like the BEST christmas i have ever had!! i got tons of stuff.... well not tons, but i got some very nice gifts ( Read more... )

Congratulations Meghan and John!! Jack Micheal Roberts is adorable!! I'm extremely happy for both of you and your families to have such an adorable and beautiful baby boy in your life!!

good luck with everything =]

Jack
Dec 13, 2006
6lbs. 9oz
19 1/2 inches long

ugghh... i get soo stressed around the holidays. Not only do i have added pressure to come up with money to buy people gifts... but its a damn zoo everywhere you go. traffic all over the place, people acting like assholes trying to get EVERYTHING they want and most the time at other peoples inconvienence. i dont mind buying things for people.. it ( Read more... )

i am so fucking sick of NEVER doing a damn thing right. or so everyone thinks. apparently i didnt even do pregnancy right. what the hell. im sorry i was sick pretty much the whole damn time. its hard to be all excited cute when you look like a fucking elephant... and feel like a fucking hippo. it wasnt even that i was just swollen. I WAS ( Read more... )

i am 19 today!!!!!

i want to be one of those PERFECT girls you see out with friends and you just know she has everything... she has the looks, the money, the personality, the friends... no, i dont want to be paris hilton. i just dont want to be fat anymore. and i want my teeth to straighten back out. i want perfect hair that i dont have to spend 2 hours on just to ( Read more... )

am i a fooool??
do i put up with too much shit from everyone around me??
do i give in to easily??
do i give people too much credit??

nothing even matters to me anymore... everything will work out eventually... and so what if in the end its not how i picture it now... stuff happens for a reason...

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yes, i think as bad about myself as everyone else in the world does.. i'm a skanky loser who isnt doing a damn thing in life. look at me, i'm 18 almost 19 and i have a baby already... not going to school.. and only work a few days a week. i cant keep a friend if i try. i have NOTHING anoymore other than sophie. i love sophie more than anything, but ( Read more... )