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yes, i think as bad about myself as everyone else in the world does.. i'm a skanky loser who isnt doing a damn thing in life. look at me, i'm 18 almost 19 and i have a baby already... not going to school.. and only work a few days a week. i cant keep a friend if i try. i have NOTHING anoymore other than sophie. i love sophie more than anything, but i sometimes wish that people i care about most would understand that she is a first priority now and that i'm not the same person i was a year ago, or 2 years ago.. yeah i know, nobody wants to come over my house and watch me take care of sophie.. and thats why i pretty much have nobody any more...
why do people think that i "just sit at home all day with the baby"?? taking care of a baby is hard work.. i dont even know how many days ive had to go to work without eating or getting to take a shower because i was up the whole day with sophie not feeling good or fussy. its not a fucking walk in the park.. i get so upset when i hear that someone said that.. ohh well i guess i cant make everyone appreciate me..
i'm a horrible mom
i'm a horrible girlfriend
im a horrible friend
im a horrible everything
all ive wanted to do for the last 3 days is just cry... and even then i cant get anyone to notice how upset i am. i pretty much give up on everyone. i try and try to make things better and make things work, but you cant make things work if other people dont want them too.. ohh well i guess... from now on i quit. if people wanna get to me, they know where to find me i guess..
i officially give up on everyone just like they gave up on me a long time ago
why do people think that i "just sit at home all day with the baby"?? taking care of a baby is hard work.. i dont even know how many days ive had to go to work without eating or getting to take a shower because i was up the whole day with sophie not feeling good or fussy. its not a fucking walk in the park.. i get so upset when i hear that someone said that.. ohh well i guess i cant make everyone appreciate me..
i'm a horrible mom
i'm a horrible girlfriend
im a horrible friend
im a horrible everything
all ive wanted to do for the last 3 days is just cry... and even then i cant get anyone to notice how upset i am. i pretty much give up on everyone. i try and try to make things better and make things work, but you cant make things work if other people dont want them too.. ohh well i guess... from now on i quit. if people wanna get to me, they know where to find me i guess..
i officially give up on everyone just like they gave up on me a long time ago