i want...
i want to be one of those PERFECT girls you see out with friends and you just know she has everything... she has the looks, the money, the personality, the friends... no, i dont want to be paris hilton. i just dont want to be fat anymore. and i want my teeth to straighten back out. i want perfect hair that i dont have to spend 2 hours on just to look like every other person in the world right when they get out of the shower. i want cute clothes. i want clothes that FIT.. and fit nice not too small not to big, FIT.FIT.FIT. i want pretty skin. flawless skin.
i want a new car.. i want a t.v... i want stuff...
i want to feel like i actually have people who care about me. i want people to be around because THEY WANT to, not because they think i want them, or they feel like the have to. i want people to care as much about me as i care about them...
i know that there are some people who really are here for me, and care about how i feel... but it doesnt seem like everyone in my life is here for ME.
all in all, i just want to be happy... and lately, i dont know how to make myself happy. i dont know what needs to change or what needs to stay the same... i thinking about getting rid of everything and starting fresh...
people keep asking me... Sophie is doing wonderful. shes adorable.. happy.. and healthy. i couldnt be any happier with her. she my life. i love her more than anything in the world.
i want a new car.. i want a t.v... i want stuff...
i want to feel like i actually have people who care about me. i want people to be around because THEY WANT to, not because they think i want them, or they feel like the have to. i want people to care as much about me as i care about them...
i know that there are some people who really are here for me, and care about how i feel... but it doesnt seem like everyone in my life is here for ME.
all in all, i just want to be happy... and lately, i dont know how to make myself happy. i dont know what needs to change or what needs to stay the same... i thinking about getting rid of everything and starting fresh...
people keep asking me... Sophie is doing wonderful. shes adorable.. happy.. and healthy. i couldnt be any happier with her. she my life. i love her more than anything in the world.