Bah Humbug!!

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ugghh... i get soo stressed around the holidays. Not only do i have added pressure to come up with money to buy people gifts... but its a damn zoo everywhere you go. traffic all over the place, people acting like assholes trying to get EVERYTHING they want and most the time at other peoples inconvienence. i dont mind buying things for people.. it just gets crazy. i wish i had more money to buy everyone everything that they wanted, but i just cant... and then the people i care about most get neglected sometimes until after christmas so people i see once in a while get a gift first... its crazy. Next year im not doing this. i will buy for my immediate family and a SELECTED few friends. im sick of feeling obligated to people i hardly ever see. and people who tell me they want to know what they should get sophie... NOTHING. she doesnt need anything, and i think ive done a pretty good job of making sure she gets stuff. i'm done shopping for Sophie, Allison, Brandon, Boni..... i already have my dads gift just have to pay my mom back for it... im buying my moms gift after x-mas... i still need to get Steffen done but i should have money before x-mas to get it... and i still have no idea what to get Becky. thats pretty much my list.. i still have a few small things to get for people like aunts and stuff from sophie, and my neighbor..

well there was my scrooge moment =] hope the 3 of you that read this enjoyed