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i love snow days! i think that you really learn to appreciate them when you only get about 1 a year. if that. it's fun to sleep late, hang around your house in your pajamas for a few hours, go and play in the ice at the park with people and then go and have some hot chocolate, all the while knowing that tomorrow is the friday before finals that you ( Read more... )

some things just make you happy, despite the bad. even though the cold weather has been making me feel quite nostalgic, i've been really happy pretty much all week. i like it. i like having something that can always make me smile. it's really just quite a relief.

some things just happen so fast. things just go by so much faster than you expected them to. i think back to things that seem like they were just the other day when really they were months ago. i wish things would just slow down for a little while. i wish it was easier to just be and savor the moment, so it's not so easy to forget. i want to ( Read more... )

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well, here i am, on saturday night, sitting on my grandparents computer. this place is so boring. i mean, i love my grandparents and seeing them and all, it's just that i prefer it so much more when they come to my house so i can still actually have a life. there is nothing to do here. let's see, i can sit in the pool with my family; that's not any ( Read more... )

hmm. ya know, i really don't like it that all i've been writing in here lately is complaints. i mean, one of the reasons i made this new journal is because my old one was full of depressed ranting. but i haven't updated in awhile and billy says that i need to and all i have to say right now is that today sucked. i'm not even sure exactly why it was ( Read more... )

i feel a bit better today. on account of tomorrow being friday and i'm going home with billy. i still haven't talked to my counselor. i'm beginning to wonder if my aunt remembered to write him. she can be quite flakey on account of her being all high on anti-depressants and anti-anxiety pills all the time. i dunno. if i don't get called in tomorrow ( Read more... )

i think today was even worse than yesterday. it was just so aggravating. first off, my bus started coming 15 minutes later so it's 8:45 or 8:50 by the time it gets to school. so i go see karen on the first floor for a few minutes, then it's up to the third floor to see billy for a few minutes only to have to immediatly come back down to the first ( Read more... )

god today was bad. it made me so fucking depressed. i mean, it was the first day of school so that made it bad enough, i didn't get mr. blankenburg for english even though my aunt was supposed to make sure i did, and worst of all, the ONLY good person that i have lunch with is ashley. EVERYONE else has A lunch and i have B lunch. that's the thing ( Read more... )