when all is said and done...i dont think everything can be said can it? so now detert, leigh, justine, erin and kassi are graduated. it seems sooo odd for all this to be happening right now. its exciting and well scary at the same time cause were all going our separate ways and sometimes i just want to grab onto it again and spend days like we used ( Read more... )

after erins show yesterday i went out to kassis and we hungout and went to a purse party and she was going to by this coach purse but it was fake. dumbass for crossing us. so we left and drove around hungout at panera then hit up borders and kassi made me promise that i would only buy one book. lol. so after that we drove way out west and stole ( Read more... )

hey so i checked out this weekend. went to rockford. i got kicked out of my room anyways because my parents were having guests so they needed a room. i hosted a party today for the lia sophia thing. it was fun but i didnt make much off of it so i hope tomrrow's show goes better because i really need 900 in sales. last night was awesome. we ran ( Read more... )

hey so ive been pretty much working and spending/saving my money. i want to buy a laptop but i still have to save for the fall for aveda. if i get in. im sick of being here. i dont want to be here. i dont want to deal with the people anymore. everytime something gets serious i want out. i want to have fun and this isnt working. work is work i ( Read more... )

We once were little girls ( Read more... )

i wish the words if you believe then you can suceed were true. but then again i dont think i evce reallly believe in myself. which is sad. [people tell me i sell myself short. well im waiting for the day i shock and amaze myself. im still working at merry maids though im mad at myself today cause i only did a half-ass job today and i think it will ( Read more... )

i suppose i cant update...but what else can i say........im just gonna bitch anyways and who wants to hear that...bitch about people that use you, screw you over or try to change you....the end friends well most of them suck ass

its about 1230 right now and the nights been good so far except for alissa is prolly getting screamed at by her mom right now because we were 7 minutes late. agh im not gonna bitch llike that to my kids when there her age. when u hit 16 keep in touch dont do anything i wouldnt do and if u need help call...thats my motto for kids. ehh but that ( Read more... )

Enough with the sterotypes and for judging people for the way they are ( Read more... )

i suppose the reason i dont trust people is because if i cant trust GOD then why should i trust people. im sorry. i wish i could. i wish i could trust alissa, megan, detert, dave, jon. i suppose i just cant. i hate it that i cant. im sorry detert. people dissappoint and dissallusion and i suppose ive dealt with to many walls to even try anymore. so ( Read more... )