the greatest folly of the human race seems to be that of understanding other people. In the sense that young cannot understand old and old cannot understand young ( Read more... )

i need a cigarette...no money...so full of rage and this incessant talking in my mind...damn you all...you fuckin bitch....dont scream at me and take your frustration with the world out on me and leave me to rot inside...damn you all!!! damn you all. i tried to turn the music up so loud that i couldnt hear myself think...but the voices just ( Read more... )

is different bad? or is it worse then being normal? its amazing the ideas people can come up with but because they think there weird they dont share them with a single person for fear of rejection. fear is what stops us from doing what we want to do. fear of negative feedback....of course theres alot of assholes out there that have nothing better ( Read more... )

life is well life? i live and breathe and work....thats about it....i look froward to the moments that people interact with me. ya know like the little puppy that hansgs around alllll day waiting for his master to come home and gets allll freakin excited when he does. thats what im like....sitting around waitinf for life to happen. i want to be ( Read more... )

sometime i have to wonder if any of us will make it through these year...it amazes me that weve made it this far....of course weve fucked up alot and almost havent made it. but sometimes in my mind i think its only a matter of time before we hit bottom. i mean we cant keep living like this ( Read more... )

well i am starting a job as a merry maid. so we'll see how that goes. my life has been busy but most of it is work oriented so i dont know what im gonna do the rest of my life....but who does know. ive been trying to gain weight so ive been eating more but it seems the more i eat the more i lose weight. ive lost 4 ibls in 2 weeks........gosh i cant ( Read more... )

my god welcome to the real world. i got some stupid tax thing sent to me a couple of days ago about filing my taxes.....my what??????? hellllllll no. and then i got a 55 dollar extra overcharge on my phone bill because i sent to many text messages.....im sure cingular is happy. i talked to dave forver tonight. i swear hes gotta be bored but he ( Read more... )

lame is when uve come to the point where u cannot even entertain yourself!!!! i havent gotten there yet. hey jon if ur reading this you should have come with me! cause i can make anyones life a little less lame....just ask justine! well lets see im leaving for amys show in a few minutes. im offocially graduated from highschool and im leaving TCF ( Read more... )

give in, give up and move on. dont focus on the past....because youll end up livinging in the past..im a perect example of that. i had my graduation party yesterday there were soooooooooooo many people...tim and chris and topher and megan and jon garda and dave adam kassi and amber were all the interesting people including alissa! i mean i loev ( Read more... )

guys are idiots.....and so are girls. im gonna go live in a cave...but that would be boring and apparently livining is the only exciting thing to do around here. so yah my graduation party is tomrrow. yay! work sucks ass.......ehhh so everyone is coming. topher is already here!!!!! topher your my hero! and his girflriend is coming tomrrow and ( Read more... )