be somebody
life is well life? i live and breathe and work....thats about it....i look froward to the moments that people interact with me. ya know like the little puppy that hansgs around alllll day waiting for his master to come home and gets allll freakin excited when he does. thats what im like....sitting around waitinf for life to happen. i want to be somebody not somebody else. ready to live and well ya know do someting besides work and come home and sleep and wait for the weekend. kind of gets old. like im looking at my life and its this long road that i have to choose something to do. my parents dont help anything with there money killing conversations and there....well is this what you REALLY want to do? gosh im 18 i dont know what i REALLLY want to do...i just know what i want to TRY! gosh its not like if i pick something right now that im going to be with it the rest of my life...at least i HOPE NOT! lol. any ideas for ya know making my life a bit more exciting? besides the usual of reading and avoiding the mother hunting for a girlfriend for there sons at work.....geeze im not going out with some loser who has nothing better to do with there life but be 22 and hang out at home with my parents....that prolly made no sense to anyone....but well it makes sense to me and it doesnt have to for you.