care to much?
i wish the words if you believe then you can suceed were true. but then again i dont think i evce reallly believe in myself. which is sad. [people tell me i sell myself short. well im waiting for the day i shock and amaze myself. im still working at merry maids though im mad at myself today cause i only did a half-ass job today and i think it will come back and bite me in the ass. i sure hope not. i gotta keep good references. i have an interview/viewing at the aveda institute of chicago next friday so maybe then ill actually figure out what to do for a little while besides work and sleep. it gets old and very depressing. im trying to be creative and well i dont have the energy. bleh. well i picked up a 2nd and 3rd job as of late. i now am gonna start cleaning every othe thursday for a lady from my church. shes paying 10 an hour/ which isnt bad at all. and this 3rd job if it gets off the ground tomorrow. im selling jewlery now. its called lia sophia and you host shows at peoples houses. its well i dont know if people are interested in that sort of thing. i know michigan is a helluva lot different then illinois and well aunt jan and i are really very different. she believes in herself and she looks at the world and sees possibilites so thats why she suceeds. but im going to try tomrrow. just try to have fun with it eh?