midnight
its about 1230 right now and the nights been good so far except for alissa is prolly getting screamed at by her mom right now because we were 7 minutes late. agh im not gonna bitch llike that to my kids when there her age. when u hit 16 keep in touch dont do anything i wouldnt do and if u need help call...thats my motto for kids. ehh but that doesnt apply to anyone whose living now i guess. i mean my parents got a little huffy sometimes when i missed curfew but then i always called so it wasnt that big of a deal. curfew is dumb. alissa and i hungout with kyle, cory and brian tonight at some guys house who had a bunch of bands over including against the rest. it started to rain tonight and i talked to jon for a bit but i think hes backing out on the 1st no surprise there. its not like hes meaning to but hes got so much stuff hes doing. i wish my life was that exciting...and he complains about being bored. alissa talked to dave tonight. i dont think i really care about this shit anymore. just wanna start livng without fear somehow. whatever