So the saga continues...and I'm writing in here once again...it's great to be able to look back on old journal entries and be completely blown away by something you bitched about or mentioned...things can change so quickly... My tax refund came and went and that was oodles of fun spending...all spent on prom shit. Prom will be fun though, but I ( Read more... )

Wouldn't it be great to have the ability of numbness, just being able to make yourself be numb of all feeling at any given point. Just think: no disappointment or grief, no pity or empathy, nothing. No more feeling used or thrown away. blah...damn... Sometimes feelings can just be too much to handle, on top of everything else in a person's life ( Read more... )

It's already March, shit! I know how everyone always says "man, how the time flies" but really this year has "flown" by. We really only have a couple months left of fucking AISD and all of Mr. Forgione's policies, and campus shit. Just to be free from school and all it's dumb rules and absurd requirements for a year will be amazing. I think ( Read more... )

Well I guess it just took Ms. Harris freaking out on me to make me fill out my college applications. I started the whole fucking process today, yeah a bit late, but hey I wasn't even going to apply anywhere or anytime this year. School was at least a year away for me, but things can change dramatically in 6 months, who knows maybe I'll want to be ( Read more... )

So, yeah...I really don't know what to even write about, how can I even say anyting? The shit definitely hit the fan today. I can't even process what happened. I mean I believe it, it was inevitable, but really... Who'da thunk it would happen today? blahhhh... Everything will be different now, I can already tell. People are growing up, learning ( Read more... )

You Belong in 1967

1967

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Well...New Year's was actually a lot of fun this year. I thought it was gonna be really shitty because I was supposed to work all night, but then Amelia said that I could just come in and help close at 1:00. Thank God for Amelia, because my day had already been blah, my mother is crazy, my car is gone, and I had to have new year's eve off. So, ( Read more... )

Blah...it's Christmas already...I can't believe it...this year like all years has flown by, which makes me think how short life is and that I should just enjoy every moment I can. Soak it up like a sponge. Hooray. This means that I'll have to get my shift covered on New Year's eve, because I guess I'll give in and go with Chris and Quin to Saki ( Read more... )

Well let's see, I'm getting really horrible about writing in this at all. But for some reason, sometimes it helps me figure things out. I've still been working at Amy's and that's a whole bunch of fun right there. It's crazy, it seems like everyone that I worked with this summer has left Amy's already. But it's fun that Paul and Taylor are ( Read more... )

SO, everything appears to be blah...right now. So close to all that holiday bullcrap and everyone is depressed around me. This cold weather feels awesome though, so at least there's that, but why is everyone so morbid? Maybe it's just at work, but it really does feel like everything's going to shit around me... it kinda makes me depressed ( Read more... )