Damn IT!
Well I guess it just took Ms. Harris freaking out on me to make me fill out my college applications. I started the whole fucking process today, yeah a bit late, but hey I wasn't even going to apply anywhere or anytime this year. School was at least a year away for me, but things can change dramatically in 6 months, who knows maybe I'll want to be in college by the end of this summer. But damn just thinking about summer has me all excited! hah, I can't wait! God, I love the summer, I live for summer...Can you tell I'm a Leo. I don't know why, but lately I've really been interested in reading my horoscopes and such, and looking into my zodiac auras and such. It's kinda fun, like last summer when Pat got into Tarot Card Reading. He was always reading my cards and it was really interesting. I need to find a fun hobby like that; not just knitting, or smoking, or some sport. But something I can really research and have fun with for an extended period of time. Hmmm...suggestions....???
But geez...this summer will be badass, I'll be outta this damn house, and hopefully working my ass off so that I can pay the bills, and feed myself and my addictions...damn...I've been eating so much lately. I wonder why, I definitely know it's not some sort of growth spurt or anything... hmmmm...
Well, I finally cut it off "officially" with Chris, which is a little odd, since things were never officially on either. Hah, whatever I don't give a fuck. I'm just relieved to have that off my shoulders, and not to have to think about all that. Because with him came a whole slew of things, that I still can't get rid of but still, I don't have to worry quite as much I guess...I dunno...I'm just happier now, that's all I know. And Spring Break and SXSW is coming up. Hooray, that means mad tips at Amy's and more hours. and that meand $$$$
But geez...this summer will be badass, I'll be outta this damn house, and hopefully working my ass off so that I can pay the bills, and feed myself and my addictions...damn...I've been eating so much lately. I wonder why, I definitely know it's not some sort of growth spurt or anything... hmmmm...
Well, I finally cut it off "officially" with Chris, which is a little odd, since things were never officially on either. Hah, whatever I don't give a fuck. I'm just relieved to have that off my shoulders, and not to have to think about all that. Because with him came a whole slew of things, that I still can't get rid of but still, I don't have to worry quite as much I guess...I dunno...I'm just happier now, that's all I know. And Spring Break and SXSW is coming up. Hooray, that means mad tips at Amy's and more hours. and that meand $$$$