so i got sick after one weekend of too much sun and pickle vodka shots. its been a week and a half and im still sick. got a buzz on saturday with rory but otherwise its been sober sad times. cant tell if im startin to feel like myself or if the sickness is just skewin my perspective. id love to have a bunch of time off when i was well. this ( Read more... )

yeah...funny but true. hungover seems to turn off my brain just enough that i can keep it from being distracted and actual feel things. pretty messed up. im at a coffee shop havin an iced decaf coffee and just walkin around boulder. its fun. im still mixed up, fucked up, confused, and floatin along. i dont know exactly what i want, and not ( Read more... )

dude. the wind has been blowing here for days now. its making biking suck balls. or walkin around even. it blew the sunglasses off my head when i was walkin last night and also caused a power outage. how gay is that? im just ready for good weather. its been the shittiest year since ive lived here. rain, clouds, wind...taking forever to warm ( Read more... )

so i may actually have somethin to sleep on other than a wooden floor! saturday i am going to look at a futon and that has me pretty excited. cause my hips get pissed if i end up on my side on the ol floor. yikes. best part is im gettin it from a guy named Jerry McGary. Thats great stuff ( Read more... )

its tricky dealing with closure from a long term relationship and such. people have different methods of doing it. some people just get robotic and plan for the future and keep their eyes focused there until they reach some sorta new level where they feel they are better off than they were. some people concentrate on the past and finding all the ( Read more... )

summer has arrived because i have successfully gotten a sunburn and am riding my bike to work without a jacket and gloves now. score ( Read more... )

so whitey kev came down from nyc to visit and see a bunch of his friends graduate from CU. it was lots of fun. went to the snug on thursday when he came to town and had some apps and a few beers and bullshitted. i was tired as hell and so was everyone else so we didnt stay out too late. i felt like crap the next day and didnt make it into work ( Read more... )

biked to work in the rain this morning. it was kinda cool cause it was foggy out and there were patches of hail here and there in the grass. but after a little bit your ass is soaked and its less fun. specially since my legs are so tired from the gym. today is my rest day so they should hopefully recoop. i just need some wet weather gear and ( Read more... )

i went to my very evil yet thorough dentist yesterday. he made my face bleed everywhere again. he totally pushes your gums up and scrapes underneath them. between that and being OCD about scraping every piece of tartar/plaque away even the hardest ever imagined off my back tooth with ended up in a stab the roof of my mouth fest until he got it ( Read more... )

so rory and i got a car this weekend. a 2004 honda civic ex, fully loaded. its got alloy wheels, power sunroof, AC, power steering, cd player, and just over 70k miles on it. so ten years newer and half the mileage of our other civic. its like a dark silver to steel color. looks real nice. anyhow, rory is way excited and we just drove around ( Read more... )