Well, so far so good. I have had today ( Read more... )

I have been relatively good (not awesome or anything), ~500kcal a day. I still haven't lost any pounds, maybe a few ounces, but I feel a little skinnier, I suppose. Tomorrow I think I might try to stick to a low carb diet for a while; I've been doing OK as far as self control goes and I think I could maybe push myself a little more. I have ( Read more... )

I broke even yesterday: ate 400kcal, burned off at least 400kcal in the gym and doing yoga. I still feel fat today, even though I've been getting dizzy and feel really achey. And I still haven't lost any weight even though I've been eating less than 400kcal a day and doing yoga every day for the last week. I mean, NONE- even a pound would be ( Read more... )

I haven't weighed myself for a while. It bugs me. I keep doing so well, then eating and getting sick, then doing well again. It hurts. I'm not losing weight and it sucks. I still don't have the money for diet pills but once I do...

I have had about 300 calories today and i made myself promise to quit while I'm ahead.
We'll see how that goes.

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Today I got to school early, ate 3 donuts, McDonalds breakfast (hash browns, egg muffin without meat), drank some coffee, and purged it all (I hope). All this before 10:00am. What a way to start the day. Haven't eaten since then, but bought a pack of cigarettes because I am so much better at starving myself with them. I hate smoking. But I hate ( Read more... )

I want to die. I have been eating. like 1,000 calories a day. I WANT TO DIE. I can feel the fat. I have to stop. I have to fast. I have to do something to break this cycle. I keep getting so discouraged because the numbers haven't moved at all! Then I figure what's the point, it isn't even working, and I eat. I need an ana friend here but I don't ( Read more... )

If I were to die and my life were to flash before my eyes, the last few days would look like a fucking junk food commercial mixed with a tobacco ad. I have GOT to stop smoking. It's hampering my ability to workout for hours on end, not to mention that my throat has been a million times more sore after I purge lately. Too much bingeing, not enough ( Read more... )

I've been averaging between 300 and 400 kcal a day for a while. I am so gross. I feel weak and cranky but I AM NOT LOSING WEIGHT! I can't eat a "normal" meal without going and throwing it up. I AM SO FAT!!! I don't know why I've stopped losing weight! I'm still at 103lbs and I don't know why. I hate my body. I don't know what to do.

I weigh 103 today and my waist is down from 25.5 inches to 24.5 inches. Still gross, but that means that the "fast" is working. I put it in quotations because the fast consists of my fasting all day and then getting stoned and eating something small, like a bite of pie or some bread. Except for yesterday, when I thought it would be a good idea to ( Read more... )