livejournal got really fancy since ive been gone. it confuses me ( Read more... )

im home.
this is all so unbelievably surreal.
im done with finals. done with my first semester as a freshman. im back in LA. im not in boston. it all just happened so fast.
i dont know what to think.
maybe ill write a long detailed entry later. for now, this will do.
wow.
did that really just happen?

it felt like a dream.

in 15 hours, i will be taking my history final. check.
in 30 hours, my bestsellers paper will be completely written, edited & turned into my professors office.
in 48 hours, rachel & i will have watched half of season 2 of greys. dont think this one is going to happen, BUT instead i will most likely be switching rooms frantically into speare! YAY ( Read more... )

i lied.

im definitely still in love with you.

but my wife is my hero; gooodness i owe my life to that girl.
& i really did have a fabulous saturday night.

i hardcore suck at this being single thing.

ugh.
& its not even you. im pretty sure i dont love you anymore. i want to love you, but i cant. my heart wont let me, its not there anymore.

but this being lonely thing?
it sucks.
it sucks a lot& im not handling it very well ( Read more... )

http://media.www.dailytrojan.com/media/storage/paper679/news/2006/11/28/Lifestyle/In.Defense.Of.Los.Angeles-2509626.shtml? ( Read more... )

i honestly cant believe thanksgiving break has already come & gone. it flew by so fast, i feel like no time has passed.
( if i lay here.. )

i hate you. except i dont, which makes it worse ( Read more... )

its 12;30 at night and i have a 9;15 class tomorrow.. ive had a ton of trouble getting up lately, though ive had more trouble sleeping, so while i should go to bed, i just... cant. ive got so much on my mind lately, and while part of me wants to ramble forever into this thing i dont really know what to say ( Read more... )

so i've got a half hour to kill so i figured id sit & update this thing for a bit.. too lazy to create paragraphs and fluent thoughts though, so you get bullets
edit; i added more stuff. so if you read this already uhm. check again? haha.

( i wont deny it, im a straight rida, you dont wanna fuck with me.. )