fights about heritage money is tearing my family apart.

I'm one of the benificiaries, but I wish I could just flee this situation and not inherit a dime. I don't want the money if it means my family's going to declare war on each other.

I have a serious case of schadenfreude right now ( Read more... )

I'm so into this girl, I really am.
but, shes not my gf, which is who I should be more into.
these things never used to happen when I was single

I'm so scared you're going to forget about me.

The past 2.5 years have been a distinct breed of tests, sink or swim, and I've learned to be a pretty tough chick to survive. I'm proud of that. But weathering each new wave requires a new level of honesty, and that same honesty has a nasty habit of coming out to play in the dark hours too - the times I decidedly sink and see it all laid before me ( Read more... )

I'm nearly 35 years old and I'm a virgin. I've never seen a real girl naked, I've never kissed a girl and I've never even held hands with a girl.

Having been told on many occasions that I'm a 'nice guy', I can only assume that I'm desperately ugly.

I make myself sick. I can't even look at my face in the mirror any more.

All night I have been trying to let you in on a  special part of my life that no one has ever been able to see. Have you shown the slightest interest in anything I have shown you tonight? No. You say one thing and then start having a conversation that has nothing to do with anything I am trying show you. It crushes me to feel that you don't care ( Read more... )

Did you know what this would do to me? That it would take away my heart and my will again. That I would suddenly realize what a fool I've been, and how much you have laughed at me at my expense when I believed I actually mattered to you. You took me on another ride and I let you. Shame on me, but my excuse is love, what is yours ( Read more... )

I have bedbugs. I can barely do the cleaning up because of I guess depression, and also a bunch of repressed memories that I am dealing with but very slowly. I am getting more closure and more details on them, which is good, but I feel so scarred and wounded from all of the trauma that was buried that it is difficult to deal with it all, and next ( Read more... )

*I wonder if he even thinks about me as much I still think about him ( Read more... )