There's something about having your parents look at you in the eyes, crying, telling you how they wish they would just die already, multiple times throughout your life, that kills you a little inside forever ( Read more... )

If I say, "I love him. He's the best person I've ever met, He's allowed me to see a side of him few others do, and I feel privileged to have seen it, and that person he hides is why I love him, stand by him and consider him my best friend." Everyone thinks it is sweet. If I add, "He doesn't love me back." suddenly it becomes bad. Is his loving me ( Read more... )

Just...I get to the bottom of me and I just find someone who is so mean. Because I had to be mean. But why did it have to be me?

I'm standing in a room full of gasoline, but that's not stopping me from playing with matches. 

I was told to do some 'stream of consciousness' journaling to help with the anxiety/depression. While I've decided to do it, I'm not doing it for the right reasons. I'm doing it so one day, when we break up for good, he can see how badly he's really hurt me.

Too bad he'll never care enough to actually read it.

I'm closer to giving up than I care to admit to anyone, and it's actually starting to scare me....

A guy I know who's involved with another girl is flirting with me and sending nudes through snapchat. This is not a problem for me, since I tell my boyfriend everything I say to him (we have an open relationship), however, I'm pretty sure his girlfriend knows nothing about this whole thing ( Read more... )

I still dream about him

I get super offended when men I've dated end up in long-term situations (or married) to women who aren't as attractive as me.  That makes me sound like an absolute asshole, because looks aren't everything, and I'm sure they're wonderful ladies, but I can't help feeling like "You left me... for this?"

To the person who sent in a postcard saying they think stay at home moms are lazy ( Read more... )