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wow, it's been a while, hasn't it ( Read more... ) -
long entry ahead! XD i warned you!
it's been so long since i wrote an entry... XD i wanted to do this a bit earlier but lj seems to have probs again with their servers, so i had to wait :p ( Read more... ) -
L.I.F.E.G.O.E.S.O.N
it's amazing how much time has passed since my last post XD
i've been mostly occupied with my exams, have to retake 7 of the 15 i did this year... and that's not all that bad considering the little effort i put in them.
i kept on being distracted by my own train of thought, and you all know who was starring in those...
i even DREAM about Sam more than ( Read more... ) -
it's been a while again
i don't think i have so much to report on though. Exams are coming up, and i'm stressing the fuck out because i just know i won't be able to study all of it in time, grrr.
At the beginning of this month, me and Sam went to buy gifts for mothersday, which was a lot of fun :D but being with Sam is always fun, doesn't really matter where we are XD we ( Read more... ) -
so much has happened, yet nothing that mattered happened
i've gotten a little over my dramatic self again :)
again there has been so much going on, i'll give the short version:
i've been to Dendermonde the last thursday of the easter holidays. Mom was against it at first, but i convinced her :) i had a great day and laughed a great deal with Philip and Lynn :) it was such nice weather too :D
the day after ( Read more... ) -
bittersweet desillusion
had a great day yesterday :D even though yesterday is the reason for my sadness today, it still was epic awesomeness! XD
met a lot of awesome people, Marjan, Tom, Joke, Jelle and so on... and saw Helena's awesome house and garden :)
Marjan is one of Sam's friends, i didn't know that, spilled my heart, and had her meddle with the whole thing. She ( Read more... ) -
well well well
yeah so the confusion hasn't vanished really XD
i thought it would after a while, but there's just such a big difference in the things i see and hear and the things i make of them...
one thing i AM sure of is that i'm increasingly developing something for Sam. I rarely think of Wolfram now, Sam has taken residence in my head, where Wolfram used to ( Read more... ) -
Still confused, but getting there
It seems my mind is getting increasingly more sure of itself, which is very good.
At least when Wolfram's not around. Then i can hang out with Sam and not feel confused. Well, most of the time. Sometimes i DO get confused, but that's something else, i guess. My feelings for wolfram are sure, my feelings for Sam are not.
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the rollercoaster called my life in college continues XD
life has been very very very busy XD
mostly going to school and stuff, and i guess i haven't told yet, but i've vistited Wolfram's dorm, like, 2 times now. There's always a friend of his there too though(even though he isn't Wolfram's roommate or anything), his name's Karsten. Like the dude and all, but wish he wasn't there sometimes XD not because ( Read more... )
