I am definitely not sure what to write about anymore. This site used to be my life, now it is just a place I go to relive some of my happier (and the not so happy) days of my life. Not that my life isn't happy right now. I just feel like I used to laugh more. I feel like I used to try with certain aspecs of my life more than I do now. I had a lots ( Read more... )

So, I just read an article about the new album from The Used, and it totally just makes me love them a whole lot more. It was an interview with Bert, and I just loved his answers. They made me feel motivated and inspired and okay. I'm super geeked for the new record! It's been too long! March is still too far away! I can be a patient girl. ^_^ That ( Read more... )

Yay! Whoo! I totally just had a good day! Sooooo, congratulate me!

Ever since my birthday I've been in a really good mood. :D I mean things around here still aren't the greatest, but his absence helps things greatly. I think it's my slightly new mindset that's made this all a little easier. I know once I see him, or once he says something, I'm going to lose my shit, but I may be able to control it. I guess we'll ( Read more... )

I FINALLY got my (first) tattoo!!!! I've been wanting this damn thing since I first saw it, and now I have it! I'm totally in love with it! It was my birthday gift to myself! At around 5pm, closer to 530pm, today it'll be two days old! I keep not realizing that this is here forever! My artist was half way through it when it dawned on me that it was ( Read more... )

Oh My Gwash! I just realized something! I'm super awesome! :D 

Haven't ljed in a lond time...I actually haven't journaled in a long time period. I'm too fucking busy all the time! Making money is worth it though I spose.Even though I've been working all the time, I managed to still do a lot over the past few weeks. My life went up, and then came down a bit. It's not back to the same before it went up; it's ( Read more... )

Truth is...I am extremely annoyed by you. 
Truth is...I don't even know why I can't do it. 
Truth is...It shouldn't be this hard.
Truth is...You shouldn't have done it.
Truth is...It doesn't really bother me.
Truth is...The way things were said pissed me off.
Truth is...I'm not emotionally stable for my situation.
Truth is...I don't even care about you ( Read more... )

I'm slowly sliding ( Read more... )

I used to care ( Read more... )