I seriously love my life lately. Everything I want and more. I've honestly never been this happy I don't think. I learned I can live alone, I don't need someone there for everything. I feel independent. I'm being a player, though. I should chill out with that. I actually really have a crush on this boy but it's the worst one to have a crush on, so ( Read more... )

fathers day makes me want to cry and cry and cry forever. :( I miss you and love you and miss you miss you miss you miss you. happy fathers day.

I might be leaving for europe very soon if Jessica doesn't join the army, I find out in a couple of days ( Read more... )

i honestly don't think I'll ever meet a person like Jessica again. she is seriously the best friend in the WORLD the best one I've seen we have the best best friend relationship I've ever seen. we can lay around in bed all day just talking and being retarded and have more fun doing that then going to a party. hahaha this sounds so lesbian but ( Read more... )

this will come down so hard, we will ache for a new start, in oh so absent arms, to this we will fall apart.
On my living room floor, So well I will explore, I will feel this even when I cannot breathe you in.

I don't remember the taxi ride,
You will forget how I feel on the insides,
This will mean nothing in time,
In time this will mean nothing.

I had a perfect birthday, i haven't updated in over a month. My friends threw me a party and i got way too drunk and puked the last half of my night. but my actual birthday was so good too, we had a pic nic and did all this cute stuff. I finally got a new cell phone from josh for my bday, the google phone! my grandma passed away the day after my ( Read more... )

I'm so confused and lost. I hide it most of the time but when I'm alone it's always there. I used to be so content ( Read more... )

this song is my favorite right now SHhhh:

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also feeling like a pretty big loser lately.

I feel as if today is the unhappiest I've been in so long. I don't why. My mom is so mean..this sounds so stupid but when the last person left in the world who you think should love you more then anything is so mean to you all the time, tells you she hates you every other day, it just really makes me feel depressed and lonely. She treats me so ( Read more... )

It's already this time of year again..? really? It feels like just two months ago I had the worst thanksgiving without you ( Read more... )