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I am honestly the boy in that video.
I try to give my heart to others but it won't work. why won't it work?

I feel like such a different person today then I did before he was gone. Shut up shut up shut up. nobody understands and nobody has heard me talk about him in months because I don't. I honestly only have brought him up in Live journal, which sounds so stupid but I can write and nobody can say anything to me about it. I pretend it never happened ( Read more... )

I won't forget the way you said move on. there's no point in waiting.

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there is no point in waiting. so I'm not, not anymore.

I love Jessica a lot. she's always here for me. She's the best friend I've ever had. just so you all know that. she will always be my best friend. ALWAYS. best person alive..
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you disgust me. you make me want to throw up and spit it all over you. I bet it's a goal of yours to see how many girls you can hook up with. Have fun with that, pathetic. Sadness still comes over me when I see you and I want to break down, but I know you're not worth it. not anymore. oh and stop hitting on my friends, please ( Read more... )

I secretly still always go this website to read really good things about my dad ( Read more... )

right about now, saving up a lot of money from my work and moving to another country has never sounded more pleasing.

So we're speeding towards that time of year to the day that marks that you're not here, and I think I'll want to be alone, so please understand if I don't answer the phone. I'll just sit and stare at my deep blue walls, until I can see nothing at all. Only particles some fast, some slow, all my eyes can see is all I know. And now my sorrow seems so ( Read more... )

I've never felt so alone in my entire life, I don't even really have a family much besides my brother who i hardly talk to. My mom kicked me out and took away my house key and said a lot of mean things I don't think i'll ever be able to forgive her for. because she can't except the fact that drinking every night is a problem. she can't treat me ( Read more... )

I miss being in a relationship and being ultimately happy, I haven't felt that way since I was 16/17.

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