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It's already this time of year again..? really? It feels like just two months ago I had the worst thanksgiving without you.
My favorite holiday, well it was my favorite. I've actually been a lot happier the past month though, I miss you more everyday daaaaaaddy, and I wish I would have taken 352353 thousand more recent pictures with you so I could remember more moments shared with you, I've forgotten your voice and your friendly face except for the pictures..that's why I wish I had more. I miss you sitting at the kids table with me every thanksgiving, even the very last thanksgiving i was 17 and you 49 and you sat right there with me and laughed about how the hell I could fit so much food into my little body..aaaaaaaaaaaaah I LOVE YOUUUU!!!! with all of my heart!! I wish you could see this..read this..know this. I honestly think of smoking as the worst thing in the entire world to be able to take someone like you away from it!!!!! you'll be with me in my heart though forever, i can't go one day without thinking of you and smiling about how amazing you were to me. :]
every one have a good thanksgiving, i'm going to eat so much food and I can't wait.
I'm in love.
I have the best people in my life, the people who have mattered have stuck and I love them so very much. If I ever lost any of you I don't know what I'd do, just know that you mean the world to me.
My favorite holiday, well it was my favorite. I've actually been a lot happier the past month though, I miss you more everyday daaaaaaddy, and I wish I would have taken 352353 thousand more recent pictures with you so I could remember more moments shared with you, I've forgotten your voice and your friendly face except for the pictures..that's why I wish I had more. I miss you sitting at the kids table with me every thanksgiving, even the very last thanksgiving i was 17 and you 49 and you sat right there with me and laughed about how the hell I could fit so much food into my little body..aaaaaaaaaaaaah I LOVE YOUUUU!!!! with all of my heart!! I wish you could see this..read this..know this. I honestly think of smoking as the worst thing in the entire world to be able to take someone like you away from it!!!!! you'll be with me in my heart though forever, i can't go one day without thinking of you and smiling about how amazing you were to me. :]
every one have a good thanksgiving, i'm going to eat so much food and I can't wait.
I'm in love.
I have the best people in my life, the people who have mattered have stuck and I love them so very much. If I ever lost any of you I don't know what I'd do, just know that you mean the world to me.