there has been so much drama here in staff house for the last little bit and its driving me crazy, making me stress and im sick with worry. its almost too much to handle and if anything else happens it will drive me over the edge and i dont want to know whats down there. i get headaches almost everyday because of all this stress. and its not the ( Read more... )

i got to muskoka yesterday at 930 and am all settled in now. i had minimal problems getting up here because internet directions suck. i was almost there and there was a deer on the side of the road to my right and i was so focused on the deer that i didnt see the moose walking down the middle of the road in front of my car. and everytime i tried to ( Read more... )

since im all alone and have no one to vent to right now, guess ill have to vent to a keyboard and maybe itll make me feel better ( Read more... )

why do i no longer receive emails from lj to inform me that someone has commented on my journal???

school is done for the summer!!!!! i moved out this past friday and helped kevin move out on thursday (i missssss himmmmm A LOOTTTT) and my roomie decided to pick a fight 2 days before we left and when i moved out she was still not speaking to me and took me off facebook (how mature are we??? jeeeeezzzzzaaaaaaahhhhh) but rez was beginning to feel ( Read more... )

its funny how moods can change and how your life can make such a turnaround in such a short time. its funny how things work... very strange

rejected. again. shut down. again. unattractive. again. lonely. still. bahhhh. i.hate.life. listening to all my sad and angry songs? you know it. god i'm depressed... and its not just the time of year either. so i will continue digging my deep hole in which i will curl up in and die. hopefully someone will come along and help me out... but with my ( Read more... )

lately i have been the most miserable person in the world. i just feel so lonely and alone. i've been letting people down and that's not like me at all. i hate disappointing people, but i just feel like sinking in a hole and never returning. i don't know what's wrong with me...

i am super unimpressed with someone right now (name and info withheld). i added them to facebook and so they made the details up and they are as follows: "we hooked up". that's not what makes me unimpressed. i actually thought the comment was really funny, so i posted on their wall, (to further the funniness because this person is, in my opinion, ( Read more... )

i live alone and it means i do my own laundry now. and ironing. i don't know how to iron (properly at least). they are super anal about our uniforms being clean and pressed for when we serve in my food and beverage class. ha ha my alarm just went off so now i have to go back down to first floor and put my clothes in the dryer. and when my alarm ( Read more... )