digging a hole...
rejected. again. shut down. again. unattractive. again. lonely. still. bahhhh. i.hate.life. listening to all my sad and angry songs? you know it. god i'm depressed... and its not just the time of year either. so i will continue digging my deep hole in which i will curl up in and die. hopefully someone will come along and help me out... but with my luck? pfffttt