I don't think I want to teach anymore.

Where's the passion?
Where's the excitement?

I swear they killed it for me
all of them
and it hurts me to no end.

I'm hoping for a great week.
but the snow is a bad start.
although i have two days off,
kind of.
maybe a snow day tomorrow?
i already worked too hard in math. >:o
and that is legit.
bed sounds good now.
bed is always a great time. :)

but then again anything is possible..

i still love you.

The Danvers School System failed me.
20 years... 20 friggen years.. c'monnn!

dear journal.. today sucked.
for a couple reasons.
but it's gonna be resolved.
apparently.
i'll be tested by the end of the month.
and then life will make sense.
i hope.

"Kate, I can't sleep.  Gimme some."

"I want a shirt that says, 'I survived a Naples taxi ride.'"

[After staring at the locked tampon case] "Mmm.. super plus!"

"you're gonna have to give it up to me"

basically italia was amazing. more later. much later.

In response to my "I hate Maine entry," which I don't plan on saying much about because I hated the day, well the afternoon.  Let's just say that I have never felt so attacked as a person from someone that is supposed to help me out.  Maybe to some I over-reacted.  I don't think so and I never will.  You weren't there so you won't know what ( Read more... )

it has been the worst week ever. 1/2 + week.. whatever.. who knows.
all i have to say is... ALL WE NEED IS LOVE.

So, here's the thing.  I half feel bad for him, but at the same time I don't.  I know where my mind goes where it wonders.  Like they say, you'll never forget your first love.  It's not my fault I think of my first love when I'm with another guy, right?  Gosh.  It's terrible, I know it, but that doesn't mean I don't like him too.  I just don't feel ( Read more... )

Have you ever wanted something so bad, so bad that you'd do anything to have it?  Although you know, even though your heart aches for it, nothing will ever become of what you want anymore.  Nothing can happen and you don't know why.  It's something that you feel completely whole about, but it hurts you so much at the same time ( Read more... )

last night made me hate guys. Hate as in cried. Hate as in taken advantage of. Hate as in I didn't want to be there anymore.
tonight made me love them. love them in ways that i can have fun with them. love them because i can be myself. love them because of who he is.

overall i still dislike them; i suppose somethings are never gonna change.
I wonder ( Read more... )