I'm over it.. but I never will be.
I just accept defeat, I guess.
I'll find someone worth loving
someone who loves me.

well, it's summer and it doesn't feel like summer. It's been cold. go figure right? yeah. just my luck. boo. haha. but it's been fun so far. no complaints at all. I just don't want to start working yet though even though I need the money more than I have ever needed it before.. so tomorrow I think I'm going job hunting. I heard that the daycare ( Read more... )

never did i think i had to wait this long for something so important ( Read more... )

may semester is a huge joke. like class is a joke. 3 hours a day of movie watching and bible reading, get real. let's see how tomorrow's test goes..

i wrote him a two page letter. this time i gave it to him. i hand delivered it to him. my pits were sweating. i was scared. but i called him up.. gave him the letter and left. i feel fine. i felt great afterwards. i'm just nervous, but not nearly as nervous as I have been before. It's a good nervous.. the type that will get me somewhere in the end ( Read more... )

Classes are done. Projects.. NOT DONE. ohhh pooey.  

Oh, happy May!  Let's discuss how it started.. fine morning.. i ran a little late.. no big, right? It's fine.  3 minutes later than I wanted, cool though.  I had to teach my last lesson and get observed.  It SUCKED.  That's how I can sum it up, but to shorthand the entire story.  Here I go ( Read more... )

I loved every minute of it & I know in 11 days it's going to be the one thing that I miss the most about being in Maine.

i am in love with my friends. :)  

I'm making some changes in my life and they are making me very happy ( Read more... )