Well, vacation is soon and I'm so excited.

My friends are amazing.  I've really developed the friendships that mean the most to me.  Like for instance at school I've found the people who still make time for me even though I'm not right at their fingertips all the time.  It's definitely working out in my favor.  There are times that I know some of my ( Read more... )

I'm just not thrilled to be back and bored.  I truly don't hate being here, but college work is just too much for me to keep up with.  I'm having a hard time with ( Read more... )

Well, my last week was a waste of time.  Two snow days, a cancelled class, a lecture and movie. Seriously.  If my teachers can waste my time then I can surely waste theirs.  It's February vacation too so I can't even look forward to teaching fourth grade.  Bummers.  Therefore I am home, staying home til Friday.  I might as well just stay home, ( Read more... )

i broke my nude bra. shit. :(
i'm so sick from making out with that stupid boy
I'm coming home this weekend til at least tuesday.
another boy wants to see me. uugh.
it snowed like a mofo and now I am literally snowed in.. with kimmy, thank goodness.
my shower clogged so i'm dirty. boo.
i really miss my family.
i wish my house was warmer.
at least i had ( Read more... )

so much to update. so much has happened.
so much for giving up.

it's all about holding on so much, so long.

OKay, so just because I deleted him from my phone book has NOT stopped me from calling him.  fucking a, right? uugh.  Maybe I'm not trying hard enough to quit.  I guess there are some people that no matter what you do you'll never really quit because they have a special place in your heart.  Who knows.  I keep telling myself not to call, not to ( Read more... )

So, I deleted him from my phone, twice.  Now that doesn't mean that I didn't write down his notebook, but I suppose it's a step after this weekend.  I really thought he was going to murder me.  I thought things were going well, but in the end they are always so hot and cold - I can't put up with that!  I suppose it'll keep me from making those dumb ( Read more... )

Do you know what sexual assault is?  I have to say I wasn't as well aware as I thought I was.  So I'm going to put this out there for all of you to know.  Ladies, this obviously is mainly for you, so don't take it lightly.

"Sexual assault is any unwanted physical contact of a sexual nature perpetrated against another person. Sexual assault can take ( Read more... )

Alright. What happened?  First weekend back on campus, something is bound to happen, of course.  Yes, I did go to campus last night too.  Oh I did.  Something did happen.  I saw Steve for the first time.  Yeah.  I wasn't sure how to react to it at first.  I saw him walking into a room so I hide behind Michael that way I didn't have to see him and ( Read more... )

Sleeping in today was the best thing ever, basically.  Yeah, I'm back at school, living in a lake house, all by myself.  People have already asked if I like it.  How can I tell?  I've slept here twice, had three friends over, and haven't really had the commute to school experience since my car didn't start on the first day of real classes, yeahhh, ( Read more... )