Clear Up A Few Loose Strings.
In response to my "I hate Maine entry," which I don't plan on saying much about because I hated the day, well the afternoon. Let's just say that I have never felt so attacked as a person from someone that is supposed to help me out. Maybe to some I over-reacted. I don't think so and I never will. You weren't there so you won't know what happened exactly, but I don't plan on reliving it anyway. The point of me responding to my own entry is because I wanted to clear up a few points.
A) I don't hate Maine. I'm not a fan of it in the winter or rather I'm not fond of the area in which our school is located. I don't mix well in it. I don't fit in. I've changed enough that fitting in is too difficult. I try, but I look goofy. People have started giving me the "why are you here" eyes.. it's actually quite amusing.
B) I don't hate everyone at SJC. There are a select few that I care about and I know in return care about me. I never said people don't care, I said people are busy. My friends were in class or at clinical and I didn't want to call and bother them. I did however later in the day call these amazing friends and they were there for me as much as they could be at that moment and I appreciate it.
C) I don't even hate SJC. I like the elementary education program, hence I stuck around. It's a fabulous program. I can't speak for any of the other majors, but I'm sure some of them are also just as good if not better.
I don't need People to attack me for a situation in which they don't understand. It wasn't needed especially after that day. Then again we are all entitled to our own opinions and yet again that was mine at that time. I'm not even going to set the stage, my feelings don't have to be justified. So I'm not going to apologize for what I felt at the time or what was said in that entry, although, yes, I did however feel that things should be cleared up so they are not completely misunderstood. Later that night I had THREE friends from SJC, two being from Maine, call me up and take me out. I realize more than anything that I'm lucky to have friends that care, friends from SJC that care. Why else do you think I've been able to keep my head afloat for this long? Cuz I'm lucky and people do care.
A) I don't hate Maine. I'm not a fan of it in the winter or rather I'm not fond of the area in which our school is located. I don't mix well in it. I don't fit in. I've changed enough that fitting in is too difficult. I try, but I look goofy. People have started giving me the "why are you here" eyes.. it's actually quite amusing.
B) I don't hate everyone at SJC. There are a select few that I care about and I know in return care about me. I never said people don't care, I said people are busy. My friends were in class or at clinical and I didn't want to call and bother them. I did however later in the day call these amazing friends and they were there for me as much as they could be at that moment and I appreciate it.
C) I don't even hate SJC. I like the elementary education program, hence I stuck around. It's a fabulous program. I can't speak for any of the other majors, but I'm sure some of them are also just as good if not better.
I don't need People to attack me for a situation in which they don't understand. It wasn't needed especially after that day. Then again we are all entitled to our own opinions and yet again that was mine at that time. I'm not even going to set the stage, my feelings don't have to be justified. So I'm not going to apologize for what I felt at the time or what was said in that entry, although, yes, I did however feel that things should be cleared up so they are not completely misunderstood. Later that night I had THREE friends from SJC, two being from Maine, call me up and take me out. I realize more than anything that I'm lucky to have friends that care, friends from SJC that care. Why else do you think I've been able to keep my head afloat for this long? Cuz I'm lucky and people do care.