ok so i took some "offical" measurements and my weight for the start of my healthy eating so i can track my progress.

h: 5'0 3/4 (haha i'm so short)
cw: 117.2lbs (53kg) (i'm surprised, i've been going back and forth from restricting and binge eating and i'm still at my usual weight, i thought it'd be higher)
bust: 34"
waist: 26"
hips: 36"
i'm not gonna ( Read more... )

i know i flip flip around a lot because i get frustrated and just want a quick fix, but honestly i want to be healthy. my mom and i are going grocery shopping together in a bit and we've decided we're going to eat healthy together. we're going to pre-make our meals so we've got no excuses and we're going to be lean toned goddesses. it's done ( Read more... )

i'm too lazy for a cut in my own journal. haha

ok, yesterday was my big shopping trip day that's supposed to be hugely motivational. i got a super cute outfit, and a pair of shoes and dropped nearly $200 on it... oops? i got a skirt (not the AA one, i didn't find that one super flattering and rides up) i got a really similar one from aritzia (it's ( Read more... )

fuck. another day with the grandparents... another day down the drain.

i'm doing soup only until the boy's birthday. fuck healthy for now i need to be skinny for it. i don't care if i put the weight back on afterwards, that's fine that's when i'll follow the healthy eating weight loss plan. right now i just need results so i can be the hottest ( Read more... )

i discovered some delicious chicken strips. already cooked... all you have to do is eat them, or microwave them for 30 seconds if you want them hot and then eat them. AWESOME! and for a 4-5oz servings size, it's like 90 cals. i bought a whole container full and i'm in love. i just had some with a bit of sweet potato (which i cut, and fried up in ( Read more... )

today is the day! day 1 of my new eating lifestyle (FINALLY). i feel a little like it's the first day of the rest of my life... you know when people graduate high school or university or whatever someone makes some big speech that this is the first day of the rest of your life... yeah i feel like that. i'm kinda dramatic, i guess ( Read more... )

i failed the eating plan this week. to be honest, i didn't even get around to trying to attempt it. i think once i've got everything prepped up i can do it, but i spent too much time going back and forth to my boyfriends (an hour and a half drive each way) and when i was home i was either, catching a couple hours of sleep or at work. that will ( Read more... )

my boyfriend makes me feel so fucking sexy. god i love him ( Read more... )

yes, it's about damn time. i've been having a rough week and my mom hijacked my book all week, but here they are. i've actually taken one provided by the book, but i'm going to change it up a bit, because i'm a picky eater. seriously guys, buy these books they're amazing. i'm starting my weeks on sundays. tomorrow (technically i guess today since i ( Read more... )

this whole meal plan thing is taking longer than expected. mom's decided she wants to read the books and has hijacked them since i went out on saturday night. i've been trying some recipes out of them, though and everything so far is delicious which makes me super happy. i'm gathering all my needed supplies and then i shall start. there's a couple ( Read more... )