fuck. another day with the grandparents... another day down the drain.
i'm doing soup only until the boy's birthday. fuck healthy for now i need to be skinny for it. i don't care if i put the weight back on afterwards, that's fine that's when i'll follow the healthy eating weight loss plan. right now i just need results so i can be the hottest girlfriend around. i picked out part of my outfit and i'm buying it when i head downtown this week for my pre-ops.
american apparel lame skirt:
and these shoes:
and i still need to figure out the shirt. a bit flashy but it'll be so sexy, and he'll love it.
i need to look fab in it, so soup only for the next 15 days (after today because there's no way i can pull it off with a grandparents visit.)
i can do this, right?