IF ever ive felt down its now. Every day i work harder and harder, i sleep less and less. My heart is on fire, my mind is realing and i really just wish i had someone to tell me everything would be ok. I just wish there was another me to pick me up instead of put me down. I'm tired of being harranged by other people for my shortcomings. I know my ( Read more... )

In the many hued variations of our lives few things really touch base when it all comes down. And even fewer of those things that stick can be classified as good. But the power and wonder that is within these few moments of beauty are what truly stand out if you let them. And therein lies the meaning of life in my opinion. Those moments that make ( Read more... )

Well i doubt if anyone still cares because lately i have either alienated, fucked or destroyed everything i loved cherished or cared about in the last year or so. If anyone does read this and is one of the above know that words can't express how sorry i am. And that i am most definitely being punished for all my sins. I would give a lot to be able ( Read more... )

Been through a shitstorm o change lately. I mean I never thought it was possible for me to feel the way i do now about Laura. Every day its worth getting up more and more just to see her. Where i used to just put on a smile and think well least your not in hell yet, all i can think now is WOOOOOHHHOOOO its time to go see her. I actually want to ( Read more... )

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Yeh so i cut my hair today. i dont like it but hell i was tired of it the other way least this isnt boring. really short now i think im gonna do something nuts with it soon but dunno suggestions will be taken if anyone has one. yeh so school starts soon that sucks i hate school i need to read some other book for ap english but dunno which one to ( Read more... )

Heart pounds ( Read more... )

Anyone ever just thought about the baby harpseal for a second. I mean think there are all these people harping about harpseals.... green peace..... hehe ..... just saying is great green peace.... HAHAHAHAHAHA doesnt anyone else know these fuckers are just wacked out hash addicts with nothing to do and low on cash so they have these fundraisers and ( Read more... )

yeh thats right i used a cliched cut and paste to say glasgow in a really cool drug movie with JD in it so what i think its cool fuck anyone who doesnt. K first update in a long time but you know what im doing okey dokey, as far as things go i still hate my mom wish she was dead yadda yadda yadda lets move on with life that has some kinda ( Read more... )

dark eyed lady ( Read more... )