treos is no more. =(

it's 4:30 in the morning. i just wrote 1/2 a page of questions, thoughts and statements that the person it's meant for will probably never read because i won't have the guts to send it to him.
i hate being so sure of something but being so confused at the same time.

not much to update about, 
i've been thinking of just picking up and leaving a lot lately. maybe l.a., san fransisco, chicago or new york. (don't read this part if you don't want to be bored to death) and i've realized how rediculous it is that i still think about john at least once a day. and how it's rediculous how i'm pretty sure i love him. and ( Read more... )

I GOT MY CAMERA.
it's amazing and i love it,
i just wish i could've gone out and taken better pictures, but i couldn't.
hopefully i'll be able to before too long.

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i went to circuit city today to check and see if my camera was in yet ( Read more... )

i have such a burden on my shoulders. well, it's more of a responsibility to help someone then a burden. but i can't tell anyone about it. which makes it tough. but i want to, and i need to. it's just going to be very difficult. but i'm one of the few people that can help. that cares enough to help, it seems. =(

i'm thinking of voting for barack obama in the primary ( Read more... )

i went down to portland last night with noelle and brandon ( Read more... )

for those who guessed the lyrics and care to know the answers to the rest of them, they are

1.underoath, some will seek forgiveness, others escape.
2.too late the hero, nate is my muscle, he'll eff you up.
3.sublime, rivers of babylon
4.atreyu, bleeding mascara
5.warren zevon, werewolfs of london
6.cky, knee deep
7.thrice, deadbolt
8.taking back sunday, a ( Read more... )