Put your player on shuffle and post two lines from the first 25 songs to play, no matter how embarrassing. Then let your friends identify them in the comments - no googling allowed ( Read more... )

so i have a half sister ( Read more... )

i ended up not going to the horse the band show, which sucks, but i didn't want to go alone especially with the gwar fans who kinda creap me out ( Read more... )

 so yesterday was a shitty day, but i talked to john online and then i talked to him on the phone for a while before my 6-9 class. he put me in a better mood. i miss him. a lot. he's moving to south carolina next school year. not that i've seen him more than once in the last 6 months, but it still sucks. i didn't do anything for halloween. i didn't ( Read more... )

is there a secret to life i'm not being told? everyone seems to be having fun and like they're going places. i feel so lost. i feel like everything i accomplish just sets me back even further. i don't know how to explain it any better than that. i feel as though everything i once loved is slipping away from me. i've been feeling like i'm about to ( Read more... )

i'm about to cry...
basically i told john how i felt about him, he told me he still likes me. i don't even know what to say. i'm so sad because he's in chicago, with melody.

JGboxer650: you're the only person in maine that i miss, you're the only reason i'd go back to that state

JGboxer650: it means that if i can manage it we'll go to a game this ( Read more... )

change is a funny thing....
i've realized how much i've changed... even over the summer.
it's kind of scary how i'm growing up. i want to sooo much but at the same time i wish time would just stop.
i hate how i can't spill my heart in here anymore because there's so much i haven't said in the past, i don't know how to say what's going on.

i also hate ( Read more... )

this summer was.... i'm not sure what it was. there were some high points and a few not very high points. but nothing bad.
i made a lot of money, got a new car, expanded my movie collection by about 20 movies, i'm finally part of a "gang" to use briggsy's words(me, noelle, britany(sometimes), ethan, briggsy, somers, milan and jimmy)personally i ( Read more... )

sorry about my silence for almost a month ( Read more... )

i can't believe that i'm having this conversation.
john just said he's always had a crush on me...
i don't know what to say.
what am i supposed to say to that?
he was talking about his life, and got me crying.
and then he said that to me.
......
i don't know what to say or do.