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is there a secret to life i'm not being told? everyone seems to be having fun and like they're going places. i feel so lost. i feel like everything i accomplish just sets me back even further. i don't know how to explain it any better than that. i feel as though everything i once loved is slipping away from me. i've been feeling like i'm about to cry more often than i ever have before in my life. which is what i just did. i just feel like i'm missing something that everyone else has. i want to leave and travel around the world. i want to do something more important with my life. seems that once seemed important aren't anymore. and things i once wanted i don't want.