Clocked in at 139 this morning. Ughhh. Lower,but still. first day of my period so I ate an ass ton.
Intake:
probably 4 servings of multigrain chips
1 cup Fage 0% plain yogurt
4 coconut delight cookies
rib eye
bakes potato w cheese and yogurt
pinot grigio.
yuckuckyuck

Yesterday ( Read more... )

Somehow my lowest weight has become my high weight now. It's frustrating as hell.

So far today ( Read more... )

I guess I've been going back and forth over whether or not I should actually post in here again. I do not, in any way, have an eating disorder. I'm just trying to lose some weight. Preferably 20 lbs. I think I would love that. But, I'd settle for 10 ( Read more... )

I'm tired of feeling like fucking shit.

I'm tired of feeling like I have to drink to be happy/entertained.

I'm tired of feeling like a frumpy mom.

I'm drinking my last beer during the week and then I'm fucking done.

I need something to bide my time. So, I choose this.

How fucking sad is that?

I just wish things were easier is all ( Read more... )

Uh..so last night went a little differently than planned.

I actually ate 10 kumquats (135), 2 Samoas (150), 4 Flavorice Popsicles (100), 2 1/2 servings of edamame (250), so I was actually closer to 600. Hmph. I suppose it's still not that bad though, right? Under 1000 and I'm pretty happy ( Read more... )

Every thing's good with the doc by the way.

coffee: 6
2 tbs. sugar: 93
2 tbs. 2% milk: 25

Optima Slim Fast drink (chocolate): 190

= 314

Which leaves 73.

So, for dinner I will have 1/2 a cucumber (23), 3 kumquats (40) and 20 strips of bell pepper (10)

weee

Dude, I feel so fucking depressed today I could just..ich. At least I think I feel depressed. Maybe it's actually apathy. Or boredom. Or self-induced psychosis. Whatever it is it sucks and I'm screaming for dear life on the inside. Man's worried about me again. Poor thing ( Read more... )