Well, after a long reprieve, I'm back and bigger than ever ( Read more... )

Holy shit. I have been eating so crappy. I set my birthday (Sunday) as the day that everything is going to change ( Read more... )

ergh

2 pieces lf wheat toast: 120 ( i think?)
1 tsp butter: 40
2 pieces turkey bacon: 60
coffee: 5

1 cup grapes: 62
2 cups watermelon: 80
1 cup whole wheat pasta: 200
1 tbs. butter: 100
2 tbs. parmesan: 60

1/2 cup white rice: 100
1/2 cup black eye peas: 60
1 cup lowfat kielbasa: 140

955

today has been such a crap day. I've eaten like shit. Uhh. I ate bacon..wtf is up with that?

Busy, busy busy at work.

Not feeling it.

Can't see my ribcage anymore.

Does anyone even read this?

well, I'm finally doing pretty damn amazing. I feel hungry sometimes, but for some reason it's manageable now. I've already lost at least 2 pounds and this is only my 3rd on day. Weee!! I haven't been starving myself either. Just major cut-downs and only healthy stuff ( Read more... )

eeeeeeeeeee ( Read more... )

This weekend was ehh.. wasn't horrible, but wasn't great either.

I started reading Eat To Live on Friday. I've recently been diagnosed with interstitial cystitis and I don't want to take all of the medicine prescribed to me. I'm going to try and treat it with diet and other homeopathic treatments. That being said, I feel like Eat to Live is ( Read more... )

I'm not at work today. I had a recheck dr's thing and it went horribly, so I stayed out the rest of the day.  I also told them I wasn't coming in tomorrow. I just feel so blech. I need some time. I was prescribed some vicodin, which i love and I was so happy about it.  But, now I"ve come home and took 2 and I feel like crap. My head is hurting and ( Read more... )

Uhh...I don't even want to get into the binge that occurred yesterday afternoon. Suffice to say that it was brutal and I eventually threw up. By accident. I do not purge. I hate throwing up ( Read more... )

Well, yesterday turned out to be completely different than what I had planned. Everything was fine until my husband and I went out, then all hell broke loose. I had decided that yesterday would be my last day to eat crappy, so I went all out. So dumb. I was also high 99% of the day (on Lortabs from my surgery), so that increased my crappy ( Read more... )