...in which I'm whiny
Dude, I feel so fucking depressed today I could just..ich. At least I think I feel depressed. Maybe it's actually apathy. Or boredom. Or self-induced psychosis. Whatever it is it sucks and I'm screaming for dear life on the inside. Man's worried about me again. Poor thing.
Yesterday I started noticing this nagging pain in my right pelvic area. It felt kinda like it would if I had done a bunch of crunches or something the night before. Not exactly, but reminiscent of that. Today, it is growing less and less "nagging" and more and more "painful." Of course I'm googling all of my symptoms and have convinced myself I have everything from another ovarian cyst to an ectopic pregnancy.
Luckily, I have an appointment with my OB/GYN tomorrow to get another ultrasound and see if my cyst from November is gone. Something is telling me that something is wrong. Ever get that feeling? Yeah. Then I start to worry if it's all just psychosomatic because I would kinda like a pill. Uhh.
On the eating thing, I totally ate 3/4 of a freaking Whopper Jr. and almost a whole order of fries. Tonight I'm making shrimp w/ three cheese whole wheat ravioli and a tomato vegetable sauce. It's supposed to be my "UP" day (1738), so I'm not too awfully worried, but still, yuck.
I bought Slim-Fast "Optimum" at the grocery today. And more pears. And cucumbers. And Kumquats. And Laughing Cow cheese. Yum.
Tomorrow's the first "DOWN" day, but it should be no problem as I will be preoccupied with the whole doctor thing going on.
Shit. I really hope it's not an ectopic pregnancy.
Yesterday I started noticing this nagging pain in my right pelvic area. It felt kinda like it would if I had done a bunch of crunches or something the night before. Not exactly, but reminiscent of that. Today, it is growing less and less "nagging" and more and more "painful." Of course I'm googling all of my symptoms and have convinced myself I have everything from another ovarian cyst to an ectopic pregnancy.
Luckily, I have an appointment with my OB/GYN tomorrow to get another ultrasound and see if my cyst from November is gone. Something is telling me that something is wrong. Ever get that feeling? Yeah. Then I start to worry if it's all just psychosomatic because I would kinda like a pill. Uhh.
On the eating thing, I totally ate 3/4 of a freaking Whopper Jr. and almost a whole order of fries. Tonight I'm making shrimp w/ three cheese whole wheat ravioli and a tomato vegetable sauce. It's supposed to be my "UP" day (1738), so I'm not too awfully worried, but still, yuck.
I bought Slim-Fast "Optimum" at the grocery today. And more pears. And cucumbers. And Kumquats. And Laughing Cow cheese. Yum.
Tomorrow's the first "DOWN" day, but it should be no problem as I will be preoccupied with the whole doctor thing going on.
Shit. I really hope it's not an ectopic pregnancy.