On April 23rd 2004 my Grandpa had a heart attack at that time I had asked God to let him stay for a little longer. Well He did just that He let my Grandfather stay in our lives for two more years. On March 31st my Grandfather went home. I knew that he still had work to do on this earth and he finished it in the past two years. My Grandpa was not ( Read more... )

Yea so fun stuff for me. I need a new place to live and have no money to do it. My grandfather kicked me out of the house this morning and told me I have a week to find a new place to live. Now what am I supost to do live in my car because that is all I have. Quit school and get a second job. Sell my car and find a different mode of transportation ( Read more... )

Just a quick note I am in class right now and my time is about up. But thought I would say hello. I have been to busy lately. I miss my friends. Not to mention I have been pretty much bed ridden for the past week. Being sick sucks especialy when your work makes you feel bad about it. My manager almost made me cry on tuesday. Wal-Mart sucks! But I ( Read more... )

At work today I had a homeless guy come up to my register. He had a backpack with everything he owned inside and a sleeping bag. He was buying toothpaste and a toothbrush that came out to be $2.53 which he paid in change. As he started to walk away he looked at me smiles and says I have more than a dollar left! He was so incredibly happy. A little ( Read more... )

Everyone that has been on any type of religious retreat can tell you about their spiritual high. They can also tell you that it normally only last about a week. Unfortunately after returning to the "real world" everything seems to go back to the way it used to be. We again are afraid to show that we are christians. We are unable to stand up and ( Read more... )

Well, so much! I will start with today and go backward just becuase I am in a backward mood ( Read more... )

I have now learned not to post when I am upset. I am so much better now. I have had a hard time accepting a few changes that were put before me. Thank you God for giving me strength when it is needed most. First I ask forgiveness from anyone I hurt during my downfall. I have not been myself I have been floating around trying to find my place, when ( Read more... )

Okay yes, I complain and occasionally get to the point where I want to scream. But I truly do love life, I love my life. I love everything that God has given me. I am extremely blessed and thankful. I just need to accept the fact that I will never fully understand the path that He is leading and probably never will. And for good cause. Life is a ( Read more... )

Lord, I get so tired of the struggle within. I am weighed down in my sin ( Read more... )

Can anyone explain why what you want and what you feel you should want are two totally different things? How do you find that middle ground? How do you put your mind as ease and follow your heart? Put your heart at ease and follow your mind? And at the some time ( Read more... )